I've been told that better days are ahead, but I'm not sure what they are or what they'll look like.

The past 5 months have been rough. I'm still here and I guess that's okay, but I looked at my divorce as sort of a major event in my life, and it was, but life goes on after it. I'm not sure what I'm really supposed to be doing with myself or my time now that I'm single and alone roughly half the week.

Drinking, drugs, and other destructive behavior are what got me where I am, so I know that's not really an option. I've always envied people who I assumed had it all figured out.